i'm an idiot.
because of that i'm stuck driving around an hour round trip for dumb 2 hour stints for not a lot of money an hour.
today i saw him again (he was training me for another class -unpaid might i add) and... he wasn't wearing a blue shirt, i noticed he had a weird little goatpatchy thing going on with his little blonde beard.. and... HIS EYES WERE NOT THAT DEEP DEEP SHADE OF BOTTOMLESS BLUE!
during the interview i remember being plagued with these questions: how could his eyes be so blue? why are they so blue? WHERE DO I LOOK - I don't want to stare at his eyes.
and today, they were like a gray.. not.. very blue. he didn't look aryan.
and i regret (enamoredly) deciding to work there.
freaking blue eyes that were only blue because of that brilliant blue shirt.