Woke up with a sore throat, took a much needed shower, hurtled it to class, came in at 10:40am and was confuse that class was in full gear. Around 11am, I realized the reason why there were so many notes and people seemed so on top of things was because ..... class doesn't start at 10:30am, it starts at 10!
I'm such a noob when it comes to things like this, and I fall apart so easily.
I don't know why "study services" / "student counseling" sessions are offered. When you probably need it, you're also super busy and you don't want to spend time talking to someone for .5-1 hour. When you DO have time, then you don't need it!
Instead of taking my lunch to my room, I sat and ate with people. that was good. I'm not more focused on this paper.
It's a puny thing, really. 500 words. Not too much. I think I'm freaking out unnecessarily.... pride? perfectionism? Am I a perfectionist? I didn't think I was. I think I'm more of a comparatist....... I compare myself to others, feel like I'm better, and get annoyed when I'm not.
Oh wait, what's that word again?
Living off Sovereign Grace music, Proverbs and 1 John. I try some Isaiah, but lately it's been really murky in those woods.
When I eat a meal, i eat A LOT, because lately I've been missing the times and skipping it.. and living like Lena and Kathy.. on fruit and nasty almond butter without salt.
Think about this often: